Death to Self, but Alive to Christ

Death is a very hard process. Jesus wants us to die to ourself, that is, to purge all of my own family, my self interests, my goals, and yes my life for Him. This is what He wants. In exchange, I can live Christ's life in me, but it will not occur until I die to myself. If I were sleeping, it would be hard to do in my sleep. When I am awake, it is freightenly difficult. Thank God, I have a Helper who when my mind is fully made up, He will assist me and make me a disciple of Jesus.